So I've been thinking this lately. About life, about family, about school, and of course, about my future. I came at a point where i gave up on life because i didn't know what to do next. Like, what should i really do? I've been thinking of furthering my studies in overseas but then, what about my families? I don't know whether if they need me or not but i hope so. And i came at a point where i wanted to live on my own. Where i can do anything that i want. Nahh, but i still need my parents though.
School?
I somehow realized that school has taught me a lot of things. Seriously, a lot!! Boarding school has really left me a big impact on life. It gave me the meaning of life. Where i tried to survive the whole journey of 2 years. The obstacles were absolutely countless but i still manage to make myself comfort. Where i found absolute strong bonds of friendships and relationships. ups, and of course downs, still stick together and never leave anyone behind. It was like if the road couldn't fit 10 girls to walk together, we would still make it to fit. No matter how bad the situation is, still, together. I found various types of people and some were good to me and some were not. I learnt to be an independent girl and a very tough girl i thought i couldn't be. School has also shown me strong bonds of loves. There were many couples and they really love each other. It was like i saw, i really saw true loves. True love does exist, like finally? My dorm mates are the closest and they taught me a lot of things. Even though we fought a lot, but that what makes the bonds tighter. I would really miss the moments we had and the school itself.
Future?
I have not decide anything for future. It's all in His hand. I would like to do the best in the big exam and try to make everyone proud of me. May the odds be ever in my favor. Cheers!
