Imagination

So, i watched "Eat, pray, love." What a great movie. Such an inspiration to those who feels like giving up with their life. The movie taught me to not give up in my life. There are few quotes that relates with my story. One of the quotes is, "Everything falls apart, my dear. The only thing permanent in life is family." It somehow taught me to appreciate my family while they are still breathing. Another line is, "For the first time, i'm afraid the person next to me; which refers to the person he loves the most, will be the one who wants to leave." What a beautiful line. It reminds me of him. I am so afraid of losing him. At one point, i cried. I was thinking to talk to him and say "if you want to leave me soon, just leave me now. I'm afraid that if i'm madly in love with you, i couldn't let you go. Cause at that time, you are mine. I won't let you go by then." But no. I don't have the guts to say that to him. I don't want him to leave. I begged him to stay. I couldn't bear to see myself in depressed. I couldn't bear to take all the little pieces of my broken heart. I miss you. I miss how we used to talk on the phone for hours long. Yes, i miss that, sweet heart. We both changed. Why did we change? Why, sweet heart? I miss the old you. I miss the old us. Everything has changed.