Imagination

So there is a girl, who cry herself to sleep every single night, "I am strong enough to face this." said her. But then, she cries. She can't handle it alone. Hoping for someone who is willing to lend a shoulder. To lend a finger, to wipe those tears. To lend a mouth to say, "Everything is going to be fine." But no, she can't find anyone. She hides her feelings to herself. She never expect that life would be this hard. Unexpected burden. She's hoping to be a kid again. She can never hold her tears. It will eventually fall. Her heart was broken into thousands of pieces. She is too tired to face the same shit. She got no powers left to stand on her own feet. She just need some strength. She loves a guy. But he hurts her. She won't give up on him. She loves him so much that she forgot to love herself at the first place. She reads random quotes on tumblr and cry herself while scrolling. Wondering why must life be this hard. Facing the same shits every day. Hoping there is someone who will always be there when she has a problem. But it all doesn't seems to matter anymore because she knows, at the end, people will go without her knowing. She cries again. She is just an innocent girl who fought everything for everyone but no one ever appreciate it. She is totally fine with that.