Work, or twerk?
So I was out from the National Service Programme and was thinking of finding a job. So I did find a job and I survived for a month.
Damn, I never thought working would be this pressure. I work as a part-time worker but since I wasn't doing anything at home, so the manager gave about 8-12 hours a day job for me. So all I did was standing, and serving customer for RM6/hour. It wasn't that bad, though. But the manager, he was so strict in everything that even though a part-time worker, have to work as a full-time, one. After couple of weeks of working, I was thinking that I have to quit before my migraine get worst than now. So I did, quit my job after a month of working. I am free now, yaaaaay!
Love, or hate?
So as usual, I can't accept things easily in life even though I know there is something hidden behind all that happened. People think that I am playing the hearts of others while they have no idea what am I thinking about. There are so many kind of things running on my mind and I could not think or decide to love or to hate. I have so many things to do and at the same time, I've to take care of the gentlemen's feelings. It is not easy to reject people in life. They three came at the same time and I rejected three of them. Bestfriends? Oops I don't play the friendzone game. It's too much too say "Can't we just stay as friends?" Wow, it was so hard for me to say that to them. So I left, silently and let them live their own life(s).