Where, What & Why

It is harder than I have ever expected. To decide where to study, what course to take, & why must I take it. I have been thinking about this for a month. This happens when you listened too much from different people. I am still confuse whether to stay in the engineering family or step out from my course back in SPM and take a new experience in a new surrounding. Still thinking though. If I pursue in engineering, I got the advantage because I have the basics theory in the studies. Meaning that when other students are learning new stuffs, I just have to revise the basics I learnt back in school. Quite interesting huh? *smirk* Or maybe I should take business (in additional of banking and finance too) and gain new knowledges and new things to learn? /literally fainted/

"Apply je semua. Nanti bila dapat baru fikir" - mostly the seniorita would say,

And then I did, what they have told to me. I did applied for....I don't even know the numbers of the universities??? Mostly high recommended are like, MMU, IUKL, Taylor's and bla bla bla. Few days later, I got feedback(s) from the universities and they offered me the programme that I am interested in. There you go. Different colleges, same course, different modules, same duration of study. Dizzy mizzy Ika. Oh I need to take panadol now!

"It's not about the money, money" - Jessie J

Oh I caught that you were wrong, Jessie. YES! It is all about the money??? If I am going to take private college to pursue my studies, who's going to pay for it? Yes, of course my father. As the eldest in the number of two, I don't want to burden my father to pay all the fees. Loan? Sooner or later, I have to pay for it. I don't know what other students feel, but for me, how can you study at same time you are having debt$ for your studies?

Few days till June and most of the fellas are going for uitm to pursue theirs'. Good luck to all of you! I wish nothing but the best for you guys. Go chase your dreams and don't forget about me! I am off now, going to read "My Resolutions" by Chicken Soup & Soul. Adios!