blind

I guess that we were too blind to see what is the good side of other people when you just focus on that specific someone, even if he's doing the bad thing. You get what i mean? Lately I've been staring alone thinking about something I'm not even sure. My life is at the very high level of miserable. I on't even know what I'm doing right now. I have final exam in less than two days and I am now, writing a post on my blog about something I don't even know what it is.


Every question has an answer if you figure it out.
You know a person means something to you if his/her name has emoji in your contact.
You know he means something to you when you always look for him before he does.
You know he means the world when you find him every second of your life.
You know he means something when he is wrong but you still looks him as if he's doing it right.
You know he means the world when you're the one who says the word sorry first.

I put his heart first before mine and always, ended up feeling so hurt inside. Why am I acting this way? Is it because I love him so much? I trust word so easily and he takes it for granted. Chances after chances, he is still the same as before. Is it my fault for being so faithful or is it his fault for being a jerk? The truth remains unknown.